“Ruthorn told me that I came here because it was Your choice too, is that true?” I asked.

“Yes, it was my choice, but I chose you because you chose to come, too. I would only choose someone who hears my voice,” she confirmed.

“I noticed that the people in this world like to talk in an ambiguous way, and You seem to enjoy that as well,” I joked.

“Well, we are all one,” she replied with a smile.

“You said that what I did was what You told me to do, but I honestly don’t recall having received Your instructions,” I objected.

“The way in which I communicated with you is similar to what you call a thought. In simple words, you are almost unable to distinguish between your thoughts and my instructions. I’m aware that most people don’t realise that they are receiving my instructions and they assume that every thought they have is always their own,” she explained.

“So, what’s the difference then between my thoughts and Your instructions?” I asked.

“My instructions are more careful and creative. They are much more complex and detailed than your own thoughts.”

“Ruthorn told me that those impulses came from my soul family, is that so?” I continued asking.

“So, what’s the difference then?” she replied. “Your soul family is one with me.”

“The souls in my family are also … You?” I was surprised by this insight.

“Let me explain,” she said patiently. “Now, you know that souls exist. But you have to know that these souls don’t have the same qualities as any other thing in the universe. Everything that exists, I created with my vibrations. They came into existence with particular values and qualities that I had programmed, transformed from the synthesis of a scattering of dust in space into something new. Therefore, the resulting creations have nothing in common with me. But souls are different, they were not created by me. Instead, I divided myself into smaller parts to create them. Imagine me as a big cookie split into tiny pieces. Those pieces still have the same quality of the original piece – the taste, the colour, and the smell. This is why your soul family is a part of me. Some of you call these split-off souls ‘the sons’, which is close to the truth, as a son is always a smaller part of his father.”

I contemplated what she had said, and immediately another question popped up in my mind.

“So, what is my soul now?” I asked Her.

“Be patient,” she said. “Let’s not talk about you yet, let me first finish explaining the first part. Now, these split souls that I divided from myself, or the so-called the ‘sons’, they again divide themselves into smaller parts. In this stage, the division is usually limited to a minimum of four and a maximum of thirty-two beings. You call the souls in this stage the ‘Holy Spirit’, or just ‘Spirit’, or ‘soul’. After that, each of these spirits goes out to embed itself in a human body. These spirits are a pure form of energy, so they have to form a representation of themselves, which is half spirit and half physical, to work with other chemical or physical forms.”

“This stage of sending out representations of themselves is done by cutting, rather than by dividing, as before. The cutting is necessary so that the part that is cut off can work harmoniously in this state of semi-physical and semi-energetic form, while still keeping the connection with both states. If you were to measure it, this cut-off part makes up around three quarters of the whole part. I call these cut-off parts the ‘conscious mind’, and it’s the part that you’re using to talk to me right now, for example.”

“This conscious mind is an endocrine gland, roughly the size of a mung bean, located around two centimeters above the eyebrows. You call this ‘the pituitary gland’. The ‘Holy Spirit’, or the soul that always stays in your body, is located in the middle of your skull, in the mid-brain that you call ‘the pineal gland’. This part of the soul only has one quarter of the overall energy value, while your conscious mind makes up the other three parts.”

“What’s the difference between cutting and dividing? It sounds like they describe the same process,” I asked.

“When you cut off a part from something, that part won’t have all the qualities that the whole entity had before the part was removed”, she explained. “If, for example, one of your arms or legs is cut off, you won’t be able to use your hand or foot anymore. But when a cell splits or divides, both parts still possess the same qualities of the original cell.”

“In that case, when this part is cut off, is my conscious mind still united with You as one?” I interjected.

“Yes, it still is, but without the ability to interact,” she explained. “Your conscious mind controls the functions of your physical body, which can only perceive tangible objects through its five senses. As your conscious mind doesn’t have any energetic skills, you believe that you are the sole owner of your body and that you make all decisions on your own.”

“And this point is where you were cut off from being one with me. All of you, therefore, believe that you own and control everything. Indeed, I created you humans to be the most superior beings of all living things, the king of all living forms. But that doesn’t mean that there is nothing else above you. Your soul, which lives inside of you and which is the real owner of your body, is at least a hundred times superior to you.”

She paused for a second, which gave me the opportunity to jump in with another question.

“In that case, I need to ask You: why did I, of all people, get the opportunity to interact with You? It seems that I have been given a privilege that others haven’t.”

She looked deep into my eyes and said, “Because of love.”

“So, it all comes back to love again ….” I muttered.

“You met me because you created this opportunity for yourself. You let love come into your heart. Its frequency connected you with me. It’s the one thing that allowed you to hear my voice, a deeper and more spiritual voice.”

“There’s another thing that you should know. There was actually no need for you to come all the way to meet me here because I was already with you at all times. I always knew everything that you did as I saw it with your eyes, I touched it with your fingers, I smelt it with your nose, I tasted it with your tongue, and I heard it with your ears,” she said.

“The only way that allows you to communicate with me and to hear what I say is to vibrate your conscious mind until it becomes a permanent state of love. When that happens, you are connected with me. Whenever you ask a question, it means that you are searching, and you will receive a reply from me.”

“But nobody can connect with me when their conscious mind vibrates with hatred,” she added.

“Well,” I replied, after thinking about what she had told me, “I usually ask questions, and I think everyone else asks questions, too.”

“That’s right,” she said, “but whenever your question is mixed with your feelings or emotions, the answer that you receive will always come from your own thoughts, not from me, since you are using your conscious mind to judge, instead. Furthermore, if the question arises when your feeling has already transformed into an emotion, the answer you get will come from your own self, not from listening to me.”

“If you wish to receive my answer, you have to vibrate your conscious mind with love alone, and you can’t allow yourself be dominated by your feelings and emotions,” she went on. “In other words, you can’t allow your ego to judge things. You must act only as an observer and look at each and everything only for what it truly is. Then my voice will arise, and you will intuitively know which is my voice and which is yours.”

“What happens then is very special and unique. Everyone around you may think that you’re acting strangely, but you shouldn’t be afraid to appear unorthodox because in the end, those people will look at you and ask why you have such a beautiful life, surrounded by all those people who love you. They will be astonished at the phenomena that occur around you.”

“That sounds encouraging,” I replied. “But what are those strange acts that you mentioned?”

“You know the saying ‘if someone slaps you on the right cheek, turn to him the other also’? Don’t you think this is weird? A very famous man whom you know well said that, and this is a strange thing to say from your point of view. If you want to act like this, you must possess all the qualities that I will describe in more detail.”

“First, you must have pure love as the basis. You can demonstrate this by unconditionally forgiving the person who slapped your face. So, if that person wants to slap your face again, let it happen. Forgiveness is the greatest quality you can have.

Secondly, you have to surrender with all your heart; surrender to actions that have wronged you, surrender to suffering, surrender to shame. Surrender to everything, and allow your adversary to clear the bitterness from his or her mind. And you have to be willing to change yourself too because if, for example, that person wants to slap you again, this means that you are still doing something that provokes him. You have to try and change until you don’t set any other conditions for someone else to react to you in the future.

 

And lastly, you must show the highest tolerance. A sense of tolerance that allows you to not do anything in response to what others do to you, and not to get angry and seek revenge. Developing this tolerance is another spiritual quality that is indispensable.”

 

“When you can demonstrate all these seemingly strange behaviours in every situation that you find yourself in, you will discover that this is the meaning of true happiness. This kind of happiness doesn’t come from having, doing, or being, as people usually think. It’s the happiness that arises from your peaceful heart. Peace in this context means that no condition or situation can change who you are. Even when you are facing the most terrible situation, your mind won’t generate any vibration other than pure love. Many people superficially believe that to find peace means to seek a silent place, or to avoid any difficult situation. But once you really understand the process, you will know that demonstrating these behaviours is not something special, because you are not making good use of your abilities that comes naturally as a human but rather creating a temporary escape for those who are incompetent and unwise,” she said and paused after this long monologue.

“If I may say so, I think You’re exaggerating a little bit. There are many spiritual leaders, regarded as spiritually elevated in my society, who have been widely practising this for many years already,” I carefully picked my words.

“If you really understand what I told you, you will know that this is the truth. Those who go through difficult tests and overcome them by not reacting negatively, have proven themselves to be greater than those who avoid the tests completely, don’t you agree?” she asked in return.

“Well, You’re right,” I admitted. “I do understand that.”

“So, can we talk about me now?” I asked, as I had some burning questions on my mind.

“What would you like to know?” she inquired.

“I would like to know the reason why You have summoned me to meet You here tonight. What is Your intention? And why at this early hour?”