32.
Desire
Yoshida and I had chatted for hours. It was quite late when Zuda entered the room again to invite me to go to bed.
“Tim, it’s time. This way please,” she said and gestured toward another room opposite to hers.
At that moment, my brain started to imagine the things that were about to happen in the next few minutes. My whole body started shaking with excitement. So far, I had only had one girlfriend, Jen, with whom I had been physically intimate. The other girl had been a temporary phase of my teenager years. But with this angel, I wasn’t sure how to behave since she was so different from those two experiences that I had had, being neither a temporary girlfriend nor a real girlfriend.
The light from the fireplace was much dimmer now than during the earlier hours. The inside of the house was so dim that I could hardly see a thing. I closed my eyes to adjust them to the darkness. Suddenly, I felt a soft, warm hand clasping mine. I was now prepared to sleep with this angel, but my heart was still throbbing with excitement.
“I know that you share my desire,” Koharu whispered.
“Ye …yes,” I was so excited that my hands felt cold, and I suddenly froze inside.
In the dark, she softly held my hand, and guided it to caress her breasts, her shoulder, her neck, her cheeks, her lips, and then back to her breasts again. I could feel her naked body.
“I’ve been waiting for you for a long, long time,” Koharu said.
Then I felt her leaning closer. Her breath was so close, almost touching my nose. Her body smelled light and fragrant, like a flower.
“Hold me,” she said.
I used both arms to gently embrace her. My lips gently kissed her cheeks and the nape of her neck. I took a big deep breath in, so that I could smell every inch of her. My body had now become fully aroused. My hands felt every inch of her body. I could sense her body trembling at every touch. She responded by untying my waistband. One pull, and my pants with its complicated knot were on the floor, and I took off my shirt.
When we were both completely naked, our bodies gravitated back towards each other in a tight embrace. My eyes had now adjusted to the darkness, and I could see the outline of her beautiful body. I laid her onto the bed. When we were both on the bed, my lips could now roam freely. I kissed her all over her body until I heard her moan with pleasure.
Her skin was so soft and smooth that I wanted to spend as much time possible to explore and appreciate every part of her body. But the other part of my body down below urged me to proceed to the next stage. But I was not ready yet to proceed with its duty. I touched her down below, and sensed her body responded. She was ready. Her hands pulled me on top of her.
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In that second, millions of seeds of life poured into her body, which responded by devouring them like a hungry giant snake.
Although the room was cold, my face was perspiring with beads of sweat streaming down. Our bodies were naked in the cold air. The moment of bliss had long passed, but my hands and mouth continued to feel and caress her body, yearning to hold on to this beautiful moment for as long as possible before it faded away.
“Thank you very much,” Koharu said softly in the dark.
“I should be the one to thank you for this blissful moment you gave me.” It was the first long sentence I said to her.
“In fact, I felt I took advantage of you and didn’t honour you enough. Because in my world, we only do this after knowing each other for a while. In the past, a wedding ceremony had to be held before the act of consummation,” I told her softly.
“You think we haven’t known each other before?” Koharu said so sweetly that I could not help but fall more deeply in love with her that very moment.
“There was a time when we were romantically together before. We may have gone our separate ways to have other experiences with other people, so that one day we would be reunited again,” she comforted me.
“Is that so? I don’t know. I only know that, right now, I love you with all my heart, Koharu. Will you be with me forever?” I asked her, wanting her to be my wife.
“I will be with you as long as you like. But you don’t own me. Here in this world, no one owns anyone. Everyone belongs to this planet. Or, we can say that everyone belongs to each another. I’ll be with you because I love you and wish to spend my life with you, but not because I am your possession,” she continued. “You will become my husband only when your life’s seed has transformed into another being in my body,” Koharu said.
“I will never have anybody else besides you,” I promised her.
“Don’t say that,” she quickly pressed her finger on my mouth.
“Over here, to make such a promise is a very serious matter. You don’t know what lies ahead. It’s not only about our love. Should you be needed by the world, and should you become the source of which other lives can be created with other women, I would be delighted to let you go. You don’t have to worry about me being sad. Because we all are one. We don’t have this need to possess anything for ourself,” she said.